Apparently people write deep blog posts…
the thing about me is, im only really a ‘deep’ person late at night, when i can’t sleep. this is my personal time for thinking upon the meaning of life, love and everything else… my mom ALWAYS tells me:”less, you’re too much of a romantic“.. i hate to hear it, but unfortunately she’s 100% right.

i like to believe that love can overcome time and that it doesn’t have to fade like everyone thinks it does. (more on love another time.. im WAY too hot and tired to write about things so deep)
and because of this ridiculous notion, i often let people walk all over me… which is lame. i make people feel less desperate about themselves, which is nice, for them. but all that happens to me is i feel stupid and unworthy…

i’d like to be less “passive” and assert myself… but i don’t want to hurt people at my expense. its not an easy situation, but i’d like to believe that one day someone will come along who wont make me look totally desperate like all the guys i’ve ever encountered (there haven’t actually been that many, i’m pretty shy when it comes to them boys ) and even my friends make me out to be… until then, desperate i shall seem…